Or should I put it more simply: how the hell am I going to sell all of these yarn things?? I’ve gotten a couple of likes on etsy, but no purchases…wah waaaaaah.
I have a secret to tell…I’ve become a crochet addict! I can’t stop making things, it’s so fun for me! I started crocheting with the hopes of selling the items to generate money for the boat I plan to buy. Right now I just have a bedroom slowly becoming engulfed in yarn. If you’re ever in the need of yarn, I recommend swinging by Joanns Fabrics…they’re coupons and deals are sweet!
In other news…my roommate is the chief of medicine at a veterinary chain in the area. One of her practice managers has been let go, which translates to the position that I applied to a year ago opening up again. Yes, I’m being an opportunist. My roommate recommended me for the job last year, but they went in a different direction. Since it’s a chain or corporation, they have a bunch of locations here, and some other practice managers have left. My roommate put in a good word, so I very much hope to get an interview. I’d love to work with animals again. I was a vet tech in Princeton, NJ a long time ago. It was a great job, but I ended up moving downtown to Philadelphia for art school and had to leave. So we’ll see. Maybe I’ll get a “real” job after all. Most of me is so exhausted from restaurant work both physically and emotionally I can’t leave fast enough. But part of me is afraid of the potential change. I’ve never worked 9-5. Never been on salary. I’m enjoying my days free to work on projects or spending time at the beach…. I mean, I do live in San Diego, CA.
And another thing. My boyfriend is having some health issues. A few years ago he had a bad breakup and began drinking to get over a broken heart. Since then, he’s drank almost every day. Since we’ve been dating he’s been working on stopping. But due to his excessive drinking his body is dependent on the alcohol. He doesn’t have health insurance, and he’s been trying to get obamacare but that’s been a joke. He’s had little to no sleep for a couple of months which result in him trying to catch up on sleep all day until it’s time for work. He’s also been getting sick and not eating much. I brought him soup today and his hands were shaking so badly he couldn’t use the spoon. I’ve been staying at my house so he has quiet and can try to sleep. I’m afraid that he’s going to have a seizure or have done so much damage to his body that he won’t recover. He used to get up early every day, cook breakfast, play guitar or piano, work in the garden, go surfing or spearfishing…basically he was the opposite of what’s going on now. He’s been supportive of the whole boat idea and pretty much anything I’ve talked about doing. I feel worried not being with him, but then if I’m there it’d be counterproductive since I’d most likely wake him up over and over.
I’m still hoping to get my boat and make it my little craft world. I’d also like to get another little buddy, dog or cat…or both!
Here are a couple of pics of my recent creations and attempted creations..
Hope you’re all well!!